Sorry, I'd tried.

Sorry for what I had done.

Sorry if I'd hurt you.

Sorry for all the times I'd said something mean and hurt your feelings with my insensitivity.

Sorry that you could not accept me for who I am.

I know there is nothing I could do to erase the past or mistakes, nor can some of you trust me just as much. I would love nothing more than a reconciliation but I guess you all think otherwise. Well, all I can say is I'd tried. I'd tried fitting in, tried being a better person, tried being less emotional and less expecting. I'd tried being nicer, tried being friends with you guys all over again. I'd tried.

The only regrets I have is that I wasn't a better person and you guys have to suffer for that and again sorry because I had never meant to hurt you. 

For the salvaging part, I know I'd done my very best but it just wasn't good enough I guess. So it ends here, thanks for the beautiful memories.