Sunday, August 01, 2010

Don't bring me down

Esp. when you think whatever I'm doing is wrong.

Theres like 101 ways of discouraging me. I know to you, this is for my own good but you have no idea how it feels everytime you stab me telling me i'll 'fuck things up' and say hurting stuffs like 'if your mind has already been made up, just go ahead' when you obviously cared. Even before I reacted, you'd already gave me the verdict. Talking nicely will help too. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm not just mad, i'm hurt too.

It hurts that everytime I try to suggest something or say the wrong things, you judge me and bring me down. Maybe that is how you work, before things have even happen you actually state possibilities that it will fail and how it will fail. Those possibilities might sound perfectly reasonable but sometimes I can't figure you out. And everytime I give in to you, listen to you its because I don't want another quarrel.

Grudgingly, I have to admit it. We were perfect but that's past tense. We are being disastrous now.

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K I'd ranted, I'm done with it and now to delete all my frustrations. Good day to all of you.

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