Truth 101

So it's truth time, kiddies.

1. I'd lost like almost all people that mattered a lot to me and you can say I am a loner now. Yes, I got no friends.

2. I'd stopped talking to people who are somehow related to the people I lost (no. 1) because I don't want to lose them like how I lost people at 1... So I just cut them away. (dumb is me)

3. I actually gave up the most important person in my life and yes, I am definitely a loner now.

4. Though it had hurt, I am actually okay and cool with what had happened.

5. Though the losing boyfriend part still hurts a little.

6. I think Charles is amazing.

7. I think my legs are disgusting with enzyma marks all over and sometimes when people stare at them, I find myself staring at them too.

8. I really miss Penang and star-gazing on the beach even though crackers are being let off everywhere and I face the possibility of getting my hair burnt.

9. My readership shot up when I announced I broke up with my boyf. (Are you guys either saddist or sympathetic? Lol.)

10. I want to feel good about myself again.

Like this is the 10 things I usually would never admit to people. If people were to ask me if it hurts losing friends, I will put up this stupid brave front and say, No lor. They lose me leh, not I lose them. Sad for whattttt? But when I stopped laughing and took the bus back home, I found myself reluctantly answering his question. 

Yes, it hurts. Like hell.
But... not anymore.