Because it is tragedy and it only brings you down.

I thought it wouldn't hurt that bad because I thought I'm dealing it the right way but this morning.

I woke up... Crying.

Absent-mindedly logged on to facebook and realise.. I'm no longer in a relationship.

Single.

[Edited @ 4.11pm]
What the hell I was thinking for letting you go? You were everything that was good to me. You knew when to pick me up when I fall, hug me everytime I felt like I'm breaking and fragile. You came around everytime I get mad, depressed and you say 'Sorry' even if you knew it was not your fault. You did that because you realise its not about anybody's fault anymore but what matters is that if I am happy or not. Fuck what the hell is wrong with me to let you go, to agree to everything, to start it, to hurt you. I know you cried, I know you're heartbroken, everything you believe is gone. I'm the cause, I'm the one who fucked your life up. I'm crying as I am typing this omg fuck what the hell am i doing.
You meant a clean break, I don't know if you get to see this again. But if you do, move on. Even if you come back for me, I am going to say no. Not because of my future plans I told you but because I don't think I will ever be good enough for you again. You don't deserve this kind of bullshit from me, guess I blew it anyway. Move on, find someone better who treats you just as well as you treat me.

Yes, you deserve so much better. I'll pray for you to move on.