HelloCupcakez: My 2009 in pictures and 70 sentences

Okay, deep breath deep breath. I think I'm nuts to actually want to do a personal post nao to sum up my 2009 life but okay. Please keep this in mind, the reason why I remove the tagboard (idk how to remove the comment box?) and made the whole blog more simple, not linking anybody? It is because this is in a way at least like 50% are all my personal stuffs. So, if you don't want to be here you can go listen to koxinyi's fairy lights (random she wrote it herself!) anddd its nice! Click here. Okay, back to the point here hows 2009 had went:

Feb.

1. Finally fell in love again, which explains.. Sam.

April.

2. Got my DSLR.

3. Got into Singapore Poly, Environmental Enginneering.

4. Thought I will never get along with my class people (people doesnt do online shopping, clubbing (except for Sylvia HAHAHA INSIDE JOKE), flea markets or some just even staying out at night)

5. Did get along with my classmates, even if I earn a new nickname Ahlian.

6. Thank god for Za having same classes with me sometimes.

7. Still kept friends close.

8. Met my soul mate Sylvia, swear that our sense of humour's frequency is the same.

May.

7. Celebrated my 17th birthday 4 times!

8. My first time having my own class celebrating my birthday and surprising me with a cake and the second celebration with 17 donuts(!)

9. Someone was sad that month, remembered me and Za trying to cheer her up.

10. Had Dr. Thian as a great lecturer that really broadened my horizons as an environmental engineer with all the symposiums talks.

11. Whm and Wht always make me smile. (:

12. First proper birthday celebration with a proper boyf.

13. Alot of quality time spent with Sam, like 6 days in a week hehe. And I can't believe I still can miss Sam.

CUTE NOT.

June.

14. Had HeadsOverHeelz, thank you for everybody support that HeadsOverHeelz is progressing bit by bit everyday. Ups and downs? Yes. Worth it? Yes.

15. Had more family time.

16. Realised my family loves me the most more than anything and the real people who have my backs. Cannot get over how much I love spending time with my family. :D

July.

17. Exams.

18. Quarrels with the boyf. Sorry for accusing of you not doing enough when it was me all along.

19. Hang around with Mag to buy stocks, boyf and friend outings, shopping trips and traintrack. (Miss you so much.): )

20. Had so much ideas for HeadsOverHeelz, and being late to fetch Dawn from photoshoot. (Sorry hunz)

21. Dawn being one of HOH modelz and working for a meagre pay of 20bux, tyvm Dawn!

22. Still thought my life was perfect. Officially friends with Rico

CUTE MAX.

Fave! And ex-wallpaper.

August.

22. Did a stupid thing to distract myself from the boyf and the drama : Sign up for EEE idol, got top 4.

23. Did another stupid thing and had a mini crush on X.

24. Broke my boyf's heart when I confessed and made him cry.

25. Sorry.

26. Wendy fixed both of us up when I couldnt't stand myself anymore for breaking my boyf's heart over my fickle-mindedness and broke up with Sam. Third dumbest thing I did.

27. Whilst in out 9-hour break up, I saw the ads for Up movie on the teevee, made me cry even harder because we promised to watch but I thought, I will never get to.

28. Wendy was talking to Sam all along on the phone but I was the dumb bitch crying too hard to notice and drowning my own Mac Breakfast.

29. That day was photoshoot day at Pungol with Veron and Jojo.

30. Got back a friend back.

31. Friend became soul mate, and it was all heart to heart talks and daily mugging sessions.

You're still the best, you know?

September.

32. Started being upset, drama comes in.

33. Couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, kept crying to the boyf.

34. Yes, it had hurt me this bad. I never dare tell you because I'm scared. Again.

35. Felt ostracized.

36. Seesha.

37. Working for Nikon at Dforce at Vivo.

38. Boyf coming all the way from cck to fetch me home which is like 3 bus stops away. (One of best things ever happened that month!)

39. Went out aloottttt with Junjie Gerald Heidi and Sam. Had heart to heart talks to baby's friends. (Y)

October.

40. The Great Depression.

41. Only talked to the boyf and classmates who I can't avoid because of school.

42. Am happy everyday in school.

43. When I come back home and have nothing to do, I started thinking and get... miserable.

44. Blocked out everybody. Went to Genting, miss that place.

45. Boyf managed to penetrate (wrong word i know but i can't think of any) into my inner thoughts (worse) and I than poured my heart to him. Best decision.

46. Depended on the boyf alot for emotional support and learnt how to pick myself up. (Y)

November.

47. Photoshoot for Catalogue 5!

48. Realised. Being over-reliant on the boyf can be a bad thing too.

49. Cheong Kaiting makes me smile. (:

50. Was upset couldn't spend time with my friends.

51. Was upset that my friend was upset.

52. Veronica is a good person to talk to when it comes to sadsad stuffs. Haha.

53. Midnight movies with Daddy-O!

December.

54. One mistake is all what it takes.

55. So many reasons for you to choose from.

56. Hurts.

57. You can't trust anybody, just keep it in.

58. Gorgeous sunrise, remembers boyf and I. (:

59. Crying every night because it still hurts.

60. Exams over.

61. Thank you for setting me free. I'm not scared anymore.

62. Chalet.

63. Surprise, presents, going to WildWildWet with our brand new daiso squirt guns. Avatar midnight movie at 4am. How we promised to eat cup boodles only to be too tired. Rolling around. Me stealing your blankets and pushing you off the brink of the bed. Looking right into your eyes. Kicking your ass to make you go brush teeth. Best chicken rice because I ate them with you. (:

64. My first xmas. Had xmas party at Whm.

65. Still hurting but so much better.

66. Boyf is the best.

67. 2009 might have sucked because I lost some people.

68. But it is okay. (: Reconnected to Jieying. Best heart to heart and wake up call I had.

69. Than came a friend via MSN, Delise came back. (L)