10th, breathtaking ♥

Flabbergastingly, breathtaking beautiful.♥

Woke up in the morning around 7am and saw the view when I was in bro's room, took my DSLR out and used my luvvvly long lenses to capture before it all disappeared. Love sunrises ttm srsly.

Also today is me and Sam's 10th mnth and now I'm kinda reminiscing the time before me and Sam even got together. Hehe. Harpee 10th babyboy anyway! It's so funny to how I never thought I would be together with Sam and also had never ever suspect that I would be so much of a happier person with him. To think I rejected him before manxz. I remembered it was a day when the weather is just damp from raining and we (Me, Sam and Shihao) were in the bus. I was listening to SH's earphones to Photobooth by Death Cab for Cutie and Sam was so quiet. Then a plump woman dressed in red and green boarded and sat beside Sam and when she left, I laughed so hard because I thought she looked like a watermelon (really, no kidding). But instead of Sam laughing together with me, he just sort of smiled awkwardly and that's all. I thought he was emo again so I didn't know and didn't suspect anything. HAHAHA poor nervous wreck, if only I know what was going through his mind! (That's his first time btw hahaha)

Worst, I rejected him! And he was really nervousssss which is really damn outright hilarious to think of it now hehehe. And I also have to be sort things out because I don't want furthur awkwardness between us in the future and I had tried saying something rational, "Hey I bet you're nervous now, don't be okay? I'm glad you take the first step." Not that I was interested in him at that point of the time, it was just because Sam has some issues about confronting especially with girls he likes/crushes on (WHICH IS ME HAHAHA) But at that point, seriously I was freaking out though I meant what I said. It's not like everyday, guys coming up to me and say they like me or smthng esp when Sam was a really good friend back then. Alright, so basically this is a good post though embarrassing for Sam hehe. So basically its like school mates>friends who hangs out>friends who have heart to heart talks>colleagues>Boyf(!).

I'm just glad we came a long long long (hell long) way and went through this much to be together. I know I made the right choice, sticking with you Boyf. (: Goodnight all.